Macy Nili from the Secret Life of the Mormon Wives says in her new memoirs that by the age of 20 she was subjected to violence, drugs and raped by her ex -boyfriend. According to her, she passed to a healthy relationship and accidentally became pregnant, only to find out that her boyfriend cheated on her.
She began to send him vicious text messages, she recalls while he asked for forgiveness. His last text was a typo of one letter: “J.”
Just a few hours later, says Nili, she was at dinner with her mother when she recognized through Instagram that her father was killed in a car accident. She said that she realized that he could die when she wrote her.
“I was very depressed,” says Nili in a video interview with Today.com. “I never felt like that.
Although the life of Nili can now look almost perfect on the “secret life” and her popular accounts on social networks, she actually hid her own secrets, which she finally reveals in her new autobiography. ”Told you about it. “
Nili was a division tennis star at the University of Brigham Yang. She says that she managed to have fun in the same way, like her, partially to avoid memories of her offender. The search for a new guy seemed to help her maintain stability … until she found out that she was pregnant and that he was wrong.
“I did not want to become a mother who is so young. I was No ready. I’ll just say this, ”she says.
As soon as she gave birth to her son HudsonHowever, her gaze has changed dramatically.
“Something just switched inside me,” she explains. “The feelings that you experience when you have a child are so magical that I just could not imagine life without him. He is what I was on Earth, although I am so young. I said: “This is my goal.” He again made my life make sense. ”
With the support of her family, says Nili, she returned to college and her tennis team, and she began to cling to her Mormon beliefs more. She met and got married Jacob Neili In 2018. The couple brings up a 10-year-old Hudson, as well as 4-year-old Harlow and child Charlie, born in July last yearField
Presenting Hudson with his “Bio Dad”
On the advice of the therapist Macy and Jacob, they began to tell Hadson about his biological father when he was about 4 years old.
“On the day we told him, he was very accidental because he was so young,” she recalls. “And then, when he became older, it was such a normal part of his life that it was never a secret.”
Biological both grandparents Hudson still spend time with their grandson. “I invite them to Hudson’s baseball games and the like that he can hear about his bio -papa from them,” says Nily.
“We tried our best to keep him natural and relaxed, where it is not a secret, but we do not put photos of his bio -papa on the walls,” she says.
Experience past the injury
Since Nili told her story to friends and relatives over the past 10 years, she says that she feels almost “desensitized” in her injury past. But the spelling of the whole book was a different story.
“I am also pregnant,” she says. “Your emotions are slightly more increased. This was not an easy process in any case. ”
She remains very close to her parents: her mother helped to care for Hudson, while Neil finished college, and her father inspired her to write this book.
“He was so insanely, learning more about the abuses that I experienced,” Nili told that her father read her book. “He is:“ Why don't you tell me? “I said:” Because I did not want you to be in jail! “
Although Neili says that she often “annoyed” the endless positiveness of her mother, her mother was also her “best friend” throughout the whole process.
“Everything that we passed – I became pregnant – especially for Mormon, was not perfect,” says Macy. “My parents were really my stone at that time.”
“They pushed me to know that only because you are pregnant, does not mean that you should abandon your dream,” she says.
Be called a “pot for a pot”
On the “secret life of the Mormon wives of Hulom”, Nili is often criticized for the fact that he is “a pot for a pot” or “rides on a fence”. But the comments do not concern her.
“I have very thick skin,” she says.
“I experienced so much that the drama, provided/it does not matter. In the end, it happens much worse, so I just do not like to insert myself into things that are specifically not about me. ”
In fact, Neili is so diplomatic that she shared her “Dancing with stars“Voting 50/50 between its two“ secret ”lives” of castes, Whitney Livitt And Jennifer AffleckField
“I love them both. I want both of them to succeed, ”she says.
And will she look at the actors Taylor Frankie Paul Look for love like “Brush“?
“100%!” She speaks excitedly. “I will arrange parties. I will be ready. “
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